| Feeling oh so sorry for myself... |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|01:20 pm] |
I hate the fact that I'm missing out on warped tour. The ONE concert I actually was looking forward to going to again and I have to do something stupid like get pregnant, 'way to go Jenn'.
Oh well, I'm sure I'll hear all about it from Hannah and anyone else who goes...but still.
Anywho's, I'm bored as hell and am still waiting for this baby to pop out of me...2.5 more weeks..it's killing me!! |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|12:24 pm] |
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i wonder if he'll survive or even last? |
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| through with it.... |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|07:41 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  pissed off | ] |
so after today i came to the conclusion that people suck fucking monkey balls. why you might ask? cause they just do.
for the last 4-5 months i've been getting treated like poop and you know how taht feels, REALLY FUCKING BAD.
old friends blow me off and stop calling. parents treat me like a handy. people ignore me when i walk by. worst of all, i get ditched when i'm actually looking forward to doing something.
case in point: i happen to be driving by said bar with passanger friend when passanger friend see's another friend. so i pull over and passanger friend jumps out to say hi to other friend. i get out and walk over. WELLLLLLLL...other friend is too cool or some shit to say hello, and just proceeds to ignore me as though i'm nothing. so me and passanger friend leave and other friend gives a big goodbye to passanger friend and FINALLY decides to acknowledge me by giving a weak-ass "bye jenn", then jumps in the car.
another situation: i seem to only get phone calls when people feel it's a convienent time for them to hang out. other then that, they NEVER talk to me and that's just lame.
what is it with people that makes them become such assholes? something happens to one of their friends that makes them become a little more cautious, or stops them from partying and all their so called "friends" ditch them like a bad disease.
to all of you who do this: you are sad, sad people. |
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| days go by |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|02:19 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  crappy | ] |
So either i'm extremly sexually deprived OR this pregnancy is starting to get to me hard-core now.
Every once in awhile i want to just lash out at something or someone cause i can't take things anymore, it gets more and more difficult as time goes on and it's getting really annoying.
So on to a completly different topic. do you ever just randomly go on "journal" sites like these and browse through users pages wishing that some of the events said users write about, were actually happening in your life? general question, nothing more.
I've also been learning, whenever i go out, that chilliwack water is causing MANY young women, and men, to act out in a breeding freenzy (yes, that would include me. i'm not backing out of anything i'm jsut as much a horn dog as the next person). seriously chilliwack is full of rabbits. that's all we seem to be is cute (yet sometimes ugly) rabbits that are breeding at a crazy rate. random thought.
that's about it though cause i haven't done much of anything but sit at home and think about what my life is going to be like in months time. actually less then 4 months, about 3.5. |
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| searching with no success... |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|03:56 pm] |
so decided to go looking at apartments today. it sucks cause herein chilliwack, they ALL suck and have crack-heads living in them.
oh well, maybe one day i'll be lucky enough to find a place that actually suites me and doesn't smell like burning kraft dinner.
in other news:
i met someone, already! who is just awesome. sure he's 5 years older than me, doesn't mean he isn't good. :o anyways, point is he rules.
i've been harassed by my secret lover douggie to re-apply at stream (BOOOOO) cause i can't seem to find a job that is paying me enough to live! so after this surprising and boring entry i shall head to the website and re-apply my self. or if you will, sell my soul to the devil we call stream!
blah blah blah, yak yak yak, yadda yadda, i'm done. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|02:27 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  sick, angry and PISSED OFF | ] |
so it's been WAY over a month since i last posted.
my life has gone from this :) to this :(.
i'm living in a 2 bedroom apartment with 3 other roomies, one being an ex-boyfriend. i left wendy's on the basis that i was promised full time hours and WAY better pay and was then so lovingly ripped off with the hours and treated like shit. that's ironic.
found out my ex-boyfriend mike(not one of the roomies) is now "FALLING IN LOVE" with a slut named angelique epp....anyone who knows her, feel free to tell her i said that! but i laugh at the whole situation when now that i realize mike has now "loved" 3 people in the span of a year and a half. how is that humanily possible, it's not. so anyways my days of obsessing over him are over. this is for you mike YOU ARE A FUCKING LOSER:
Fuck
you,
you fuck,
you.
Fuck you.
You fuck
You
Fuck
Fuck
You..
you fuck you.
You fuck.
fuck you
ahhh...relief.
in other news we're looking for a new place to live and i'm looking for a new job. IT'S TIME TO GO HOME.
ta ta. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|09:05 pm] |
WARPED TOUR FUCKING RULED.
i'm so burnt and I LOVE IT!!!!! |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|01:47 am] |
i was just searching lj's and realized that EVERYONE is now doing the whole "fuck you" icon.
what's going on with that? anything special i should know about? or just a small cult that is "trying" to keep "quiet"? |
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| my tribute: |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|11:41 pm] |
I don't know where I'd be in life if i never
had you. You make me smile, laugh and sometimes
cry. But through everything we are meant for
eachother.
I Love you more than words could ever express Mike. |
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| class 1 |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|05:57 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  tipsy | ] |
| [ | beat |
| | tegan and sara - city girl | ] |
now that's class. wine in a juice glass. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|09:16 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
WE ARE MADE FOR ONE ANOTHER.
KISSES GIRLFRRRRRRRIIIIIEEEEND
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|04:19 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  lazy...and how! | ] |
"I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind
Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind"
-kansas lyrics
those lyrics are so true for my life. it's wonderful how artists
know how to portray someone else's life. don't ya think?
i was bored all day today. no one to talk to. no one to see.
no car means no getting outta the house. no money means no spending
on cheap fun things. it's a boring life i lead. damnit.
anyone have anything fun to do for the weekend? tell me, so then i can
feel like my life is worth it.!!
ta ta |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|09:57 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| | content | ] |
i hung out with jenell for a bit tonight. got her a surprise and she liked the tappers.
i also hung out with dan for a bit, with jenell, and that went well.
i need to figure out shit. boo for having to grow up.
just realized that the last 3 sentences started with "i", now i sound conceted, damnit.
so took a couple pictures with jenell.
a nice one of me....finally.
i like to think of jenell as the exorcist.
anyways, that's about it for my day. nothing exciting, nothing new.
TALK TO ME. |
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| "know of any hip, scenstry places...?" |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|12:50 am] |
| [ | feeling? |
| | content | ] |
Today was awesome. i got to hang out with my fave female, Jenell, almost all day.
we met up for "coffee" at Starbucks. *note to self, NEVER buying hot chocolate from
there again.* we then proceeded to the library where we made fun of 50 cent and
picked up jenell's book.
We hit the thrift store by safeway, and i wont pretend likei know what it's called
cause i have NO idea what the name is. i know it's menonite. anywhos, i bought a sweater
a t-shirt. righteous sunglasses.  some beads and a lovely shoulder bag.
after that we headed back to jenell's where we proceeded to make fun of music videos, do
black booty claps and say how ugly avril looks as a street kid. twas a good day.
most memorable part: having the crazy "cowboy" man ask me and j-dog, casualy, where the hip
scenstry places in chilliwack are, so that he can listen to live music and probably pretend like he's
liked. anyways.
the GREATEST part of my day was making a new friend named Loretta. she asked if she could take
the butts outta the ash tray so i said sure..but i felt bad cause they were half done, so i asked her if she
wanted a few full ones. she was the happiest native i ever did see!! and she gave me a hug and called
me girlfriend! twas a nice feeling.
so i'm contimplating leave for Toronto again after x.mas. i think it's better out there for me. better than
here, that's for sure.
i'm still confused about adding and image link to your lj...damn these mechanical issues. damn them.
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| Update |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|10:27 am] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  sleepy | ] |
For all who haven't realized it yet
yes i am home.
as of yesterday, early, afternoon
i came back to chilliwack and quickly
realized why i had left in the first place.
however, i am happy to be back in certain areas.
not everything is peachy right now, so if you don;t
talk to me, don't see me or i don't talk to you
don't see you, please don't take it personaly, OK?
well i guess all that's left to say is.....
HI? |
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[Nov. 12th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| | cranky | ] |
i like. who else likes. i chose the piercing. instead of a tattoo. two nostrils done.
instead of one. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|11:49 am] |
| [ | feeling? |
| |  cold | ] |
so life is good.
didn't do a whole lot last night or during the day.
i went with my sister to the U of T and checked my email.
which i had none of:(
the wind out here is INSANE. it's so cold and ...windy.
i've been smoking A LOT. is that bad? i don't think so.
i want to go shopping today at the mall, but i'd be by
myself and that scares me! haha.
my dad came back from Niagra Falls and spent the night last night
but he had to be up early to catch his flight to baltimore.
then it's back to T.dot for one more night and then he's heading home.
it's funny but i'm actually starting to think of what i should be
when i decide to finally grow up!:) that excites me but scares me at the same time.
i want to do a lot of things, but i still haven't found that one thing that
pulls me in the deepest.
Jenell. i'm sorry to hear that you hate chilliwack and basically everything
associated with it. BUT i do too:) minus a few select people and my dogs!
when i come home we will hang together and be girlfriends again, ok?
then we can have our date and get ice-cream.
p.s i tell my sisters about you all the time, like how you're so fucking hot
and if i were a lesbian i'd do you on the spot..TITS!!!
anywhos, i'm out for now. might head back up to the apartment and get some warmer
clothes on. then head to the mall and buy some stuff?? who knows.
ta ta |
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[Nov. 7th, 2004|03:24 pm] |
| [ | feeling? |
| | no one | ] |
so i'm updating again.
didn't really get any responses to the last entry
so i don't expect any for this one.
i'm having an alright time here, but what can i say
i'm attached to chilliwack in such a sick pathetic way
that i want out of Toronto.
it's be nice if i had a friend here *coughmikecough* but
alas, i sit at home reading self-help books and 'n touch.
i can tell you almost anything about a star that you want
to know. yes, pathetic.
anyways, the place where trish and al live is called the village
lots of gay/straight people, but mostly gay. i like it. they make
you giggle with there fast walking and "excusssssse me..." ways.
all the street signs have a rainbow on them and say "The village".
anywhos. i haven't really heard anything from back home but that
doesn't matter. i did howevr find something out and now know who
true friends really are. i realized that what was told to my entire
family was a full on lie. oh well, i guess i know where peoples morals
are, eh?
hope to see all soon. ta ta for now? |
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